Awaz teri aaj bhi mujhe har soo de sunayi,
Meri har baat mein hai wo baat jo tune sikhayi,

Dekho Main ashkon ko chupa chupa ke bahana jaan gayi,
Faqt muskurahton ki hai duniya sathi, main raaz pehchan gayi,

Tum to kehti thi kadam kadam mujhe jeena sikhlaogi
Main bewaja bhi jo rooth gayi to hans ke manaogi,

Bin tere, teri tarha koi mujhe ae janam meri, kuch samjhaye na
Main rooth jaon jo bhoole se to koi bhoole se bhi mujhe manaye na,

Wo baatein meri ulti seedhi, ek tera hi tha housla jo suna karti thi
Pyar se lagati thi gale, kitni pagli ho keh kar tumhi hansa karti thi,

Mere dil ki dil mein reh jaati hain ab to Shiza dekho to aa kar,
Kabhi sochti hon cheen laon tujhe wapis, main paas Khuda ke jaa kar,

Allah bless everyone with a healthy beautiful life, with lots of happiness and never ending peace of heart mind and soul, Ameen!

Being Thankful is the most beautiful feeling ever I suppose, kam se kam mere liye to yeh bouhat sukoon bakhsh hai, Jab bhi mushkil gharhi ho, im even more thankful coz I know im not forgotten. Allah do remember me and if he has given me this pain and if he want to test me, he sure do have the right, Afterall IM all his creation So be Thankful, and smile when things are not going well, coz that is the time when we really need to not give up on Life!

We owe ourself and our Allah to be Thankful with each and every breath, and honestly speaking if we look around we would feel ashamed of not being Thankful enough! Just one look around in this World of God and you will aslo just like me ask yourself and answer yourself as well.. –> When to be Thankful?.. ALWAYS AND ALL THE TIME

I was like kyaaa? and why she want that, kya yeh koi khwahish paali hui hai unho ne, to barhi hi ajeee ajeeb ajeeb ajeeb o ghareeb khawahish hai but seriously how sad can some thoughts get? I was like but khala jaan how can a mother say such thing, i mean she living at home na, u sure she not in a mental hospital? coz mere khyal se to that is were such thinker shud be placed!!!!! Had hoti hai, and whats funny is, khala jaan said ke wo to bouhat khush har kisi se yeh baat kehti hain, and feel proud of it!

Now that made me say… “Jis baat pe koi bhi sensible person and jiska zameer bit awake hota wo sharmindagi se dhoob jata, she feeling proud of it?” hmmmmm, something not right! I sometimes think very deeply abt the fact that why is it so ke jin baaton ko bande ko soch kar bhi sharam ani chahiye, unhi baaton ko wo bouhat easily share karte phirte hain and feel proud to do so! uff..and ……Rishtedaaron mein agar koi kisi se shaadi karna chahe just coz of Walait jane keliye to boy oh boy they even go for “jadooo” and stuff like that, ke kaam ban jaye, and jo shaadi arrange nahin ho rahi wo “Love marriage” ho jaye… hehe, funny but sad! hmmmm

Since i heard this baat, and yes I know yeh koi aik aunty nahin hain, and neither is this the fist time I heard such “khwahish”. There are a plenty of such sick minded “humans” out there, lalchi and khudgarz…..One dear friend of mine got married to a guy from Pakistan and he came over here, they got a beautiful baby boy, and that firnd of mine thougthe loved her and so on but with time she get to know that he only wanted the visa and just few days b4 he wud get it he revealed the truth, stupid duy na, kuch din wait kar leta, coz the girl simply went to police and told them to throw him out of country……..and thats her right!

But thats a long story… phir sahi…. about that “pathetic-wish-aunty” I mean “walait” mein kya rakha hua hai? Some will say yea you been out of country all your life, tum yehi kahogi, but honestly this thing that “shaadi us se karni hai apni beti ki jo “bahir” hua and chahe budda hi ho” that crosses the limit…. And unfortunately there are many “Buddas” unluckely living in walait who so happily take advantage of this thing… chahe hath mein laathi thaami ho, chala jaa na raha ho and khwahish hoti hai ji ke aik khubsurat dosheeza ka sath ho, apna aap sambhala nahin jata aik our ka boojh sambhalne ke talabgaar! Allah muaf kare………. and aise logon ki tamanna ko waise “Auntiyan” poora kar deti hain! Shaadi ko and zindagiyon ko mazaq banaya hua hai… Kyon insaan ka zameer aise mar gya hai I know ke zameer aik kamzor judge hota hai, uski awaz daba lete hain insan, lekin kya itna kamzor ho gya hai?

Afsos again Afsos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ….Again afsos! Jahan sharmindagi ka mukaam hai waha fakhar karna, hamakat nahin to kya hai? ……

Bethe Bethe yonhi achanak kahin main khone lagti hon
Khud hi se Khafa khafa si main hone lagti hon,

Sochti hon jab bhi Uske dard-o-ghum ka aalam
Ho ke beikhtiyaar palkein main bhigone lagti hon,

Ek uska naam, uski yaad usi ka tassawur rehta hai aas paas
Jab bhi ankehin kholti hon subho, Raat jab bhi main sone lagti hon,

Wo ek baar Usne ne kaha tha; “(mera naam) Main ab thak gya hon”
Aaj bhi us lehje ki thakan karke mehsoos,Bechain si main hone lagti hon,

Duaon pe apni mujhe bharosa bouhat hai sadiyon se
Ek yehi bharm dil mein liye,Khwab uske main sanjhone lagti hon,

Ek sheeshe ka ghar sang uske maine bana to liya hai
Dekh kar duniya ke haath mein pathar, khauf-zada si main hone lagti hon,

Dard chupata hai jab wo, dil se nahin faqt labon se muskurata hai jab wo,
Jane koan se ehsas se main tadap jati hon,bebasi mein main rone lagti hon,

Bethe bethe yonhi achanak kahin main khone lagti hon
Khud hi se Khafa khafa si main hone lagti hon…….

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Meri Zindagi kis adhori rah par gamzan hai,
Jahan na manzil hai na musafir hai,
Na rasta hai Na rahi
Yeh  zindagi kidhar ko behti ja rahi hai,
Jahan na lehrein hain na darya
Na kinara hai na moujein,
Zindagi kis nagar ki mehmaan thehri,
Jahan na izzat hai na ulfat
Na chahat hai na Mohabbat,
Zindagi is ne to fana ho jana hai
Phir yeh kyon chalti chali jaa rahi hai,
Our main…
Sirf is aik lamhe ke
Intezar mein hon,
Jab….
Mujhe mera maqsad mil jaye!
Ya…
Mout Aaa jaye!!!

Main apne aas paas dekhti hon to mujhe kabhi kabhi apna aap ajnabhi lagta hai, kabhi apne halaat our kabhi to mujhe apne aas paas ke sare ke saare log ajnabi lagne lagte hain… Mujhe yeh soch baar baar tang karti hai ke kyon main itni magan ho jati hon sometimes is jahan mein…Im just here for visit, Allah sent me to this world to observe, learn, sacrifise, give give and give everything that im blessed with, im just here for the exam, just like koi bhi student collage mein school mein hota hai for exam and jaise wp paper de kar ayega, the result will come… hmmmm this life is a test for life hereafter, the diffrence is ke is exam ka waqt kab khatm ho jaye we never know, we can have all world time and we will have to finish next sec, no idea…….no clue…..

Hum sab kaisi dhorh mein chale jaa rahe hain, apni hi dhundh mein lage hue hain, we dont have time to take a break and look at life, look at the beauty of nature, we love to have pure friendship in life but we dont have time to make effort and give time to friends as the deserve, we want to have the ideal relationships but we dont give the relationship quality time,we struggle for a peaceful life, we work for  pleasent days now and those to come, wo earn money to live life we desire and then we dont spend money so that we dont ran out of money and get poor or what so ever….

BUT….

Will that time come? hopeful you will say hai na, umeed to rakhni chahiye na, right? but is it really neccessary for any indiviual to have so many hopes? does Life really deserves to be left on umeedein? I dont understand sometimes and it confuses me… that if we are abt to go on any trip, lets say just for two day or maybe even one day let go weeks and months, hum kitna saaman rakhte hain, kitna luggage rakhte hain, kyon? isliye ke mushkil na ho, so that we dont have to face any difficulty and so on….But… wo jurney ke jis pe humein jane kab, kis gharhi, without any warning jana parh jaye, uske liye luggage kya rakha hua hai humne? yea…. some ppl are blessed and fortunately they do think abt it and they do collect they luggage their samaan for that jurney (Life after death), but unfortunately there are so many lovely ppl who thinks that they got plenty of time… how sad hmmm!

We take so many things for granted, so many baatein, so many ppl, so many relations… and then when we get TIME/WAQT from all our activities and we finally feel like succeed in life and know can let them know we love them, we care for them, we appriciate the little thing they do…The TIME is over hmmm, and we might not even get the chance to say anything at all… hum kyon karte hain aisa hmmm, humein nahin karna chahiye aisa… we should value what really matter, jo karna hai aaj karna hoga, abhi karna hoga, we cant wait, we shudnt wait for the next day for the next pal…. do we have any guarantee for that pal? no we dont…..

Kafan ki na to pocket hoti hai, our na hi grave mein humein kuch sath le jane ki ijazat, jo humare sath jayega wo hai humare amaal, our good deeds, jo pyar jo chahat jo waqt humne kisi ko diya hoga, uska asar, uska reward, jo dard humne kisika banta hoga uske badle mein duayein, humare parents ki hidmat ka sila… wo jab sirf hum honge our humare amaal…Allah ki rehmat ke muhtaaj aaj bhi hain tab bhi honge! Kehte hain na ke kal jinhe humne apni judai ka ghum deke jana hai, kyon na aaj unhe koi khushi di jaye..Yeh ladaiyan yeh jhagrhe, yeh koi kis ne bura keh diya to bura maan jana..anaa ko khud pe itna sawaar kar lena ke zindagi ki khubsurti hi na dikhe, yeh sab baatein only tabhi hua karti hain jab bouhat badkismati ka saya ho…ummm and one shud know this much that It Does NOT have to be like this Life is a precious gift, we shudnt waste it just like that…..ummm…

I just love these wordings of a song:

“Duniya mein leke aye the kya,
Leke jayeinge kya…
Baat yeh hai ke jab hum na honge,
Yaad ayeinge kya….”

So isliye…

duniya ke sath sath chalna chahiye, zaroor chalna chahiye, lekin yaad rakhna chahiye ke jane kab duniya ka sath choot jaye, jane kab judai ki gharhi aa jaye, our humein apne chahne walon ko Allah Khafiz kehna ka mouka bhi na mile, kam se kam hum apni rutine aisi to rakhein ke humein koi regret na rahe…. InshAllah kyonke is jahan mein samaan chahe so baras ka kar le koi, haqeeqat yeh hai ke Pal Ki Khabar Nahin!!!

Allah bless all, and give the ability to value time and loved once, Ameen!

No Im not singing the song from movie “Bobby” song “Hum tum ek kamre mein band ho our chaabi kho jaye etc etc etc” what im talking abt is what if your password protected post out of a sudden got visible for every1, that without any password needed? well mujhe yeh khyal kaise aya, hua yeh ke last night some1 very special to me goes.. “Hmmm ………(my name) you know btw wo tumhari password protectd post is open and there isnt needed any password, you see all those who comment automatically gets in friends list and they dont need pass to read protected post, so hmmm ya… just so u know!!!!” Deeeeeep silent at my end………………………………and then i heard “ha ha ha im just kidding im just kidding…..”  My God dont ask what was going on in my mind hehe… but that was funny thou, the way i just went quiet and blank hearing that :P coz im not that good in this net world and blogging i just recently started, so it never hit me that it could be a joke, beside that sweetheart is such an actor, so I had no other choice but beliving him there hmmmmmm… kuch to faida hua na radio host hone ka Wakas , Oh boyyy you scared me!!! but be blessed, you gave me something to think abt and to be careful abt in future hehe…

Since I think soooo much, that made me think, what if that happend, by accident or just a fault, what if every1 could just read and have the access to my password protected posts? how would i feel? Not so gooood i guess As im a very shy at nature I realllly really wouldnt be so happy knowing im having a “Personal speech” in front of the world, or ppl aying jaying hehe…. coz isnt that how it is, we protect post we dont want to share with EvEry1, but just some few…..

I personally think if aisa kabhi hota to that would have been soooooo soooo sooooo soooo soooo embarrased coz i personally only put password to those posts that are “personal” in a sense that i dont think i would like to share with anybody, :P aisi bewaqoofiyan or haqeeqatein that one only share with the mirror (Ofcourse Allah knows everything) but sometimes we just need to pen them down and then apne blog se acchi place kya ho sakti hai..thats what i thought :rolling eyes: ……….

How would you lovely ppl out there have reacted to that? I mean ke what if  your password protected post just got visible for each and every1 visiting your blog……………..Oh oh socho kabhi aisa ho to kya ho? I myself would have felt and acted like the little baby above in the post i guess

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