Awein hi just awein hi mujhe aik khyal aya aaj kaafi dinon baad (Not that i have been soch-free thou) :P and raha nahin gya so isliye here am i again… me and my bholabhala mind … Mujhe un logon ki kabhi kuch khaas samajh nahin ayi jinhe dhoobne ka bouhat shouq hota hai mera matlab hai ke fazool mein apne liye mushkilein banane ka shouq na…

Dhoobne se ab yehi muraad nahin ke paani mein dhoobna Kyonke there are lots of other ways ke jin mein hum khud ko dhooba lete hain, Like Mohabbat mein, Like Nafrat mein, Like zindagi mein, jealousy(hasad) mein, and so on… maine parha tha ke jo kuch humare paas hota hai hum wohi de paate hain doosron ko, chahe wo phir chahat ho ya nafrat, aitmaad ho ya dhoka jo bhi ho…

Is waqt mere mind mein jo baad ghoom ghoom rahi thi wo yeh ke jab koi banda accha kaam karta hai, koi aisa kaam jo ke pure neeyat ke sath kiya jata hai, kisiki bhalayi ke liye, just to make others feel secure comfy, aisa kaam karne k jab koi irada karta hai jo pehle kisiko shaiyad khyal to aya ho par itna importance na di ho us kaam ko, to well phir kuch unfortunate logon ko yeh baat hazam kyon nahin hoti hmm, kyon wo us kaam mein fault nikalte hain, and apni si poori koshish kareinge ke jo banda koi accha kaam kar raha hai, somehow use idhar udhar ki batein bata kar uska mind hataya jaye how sad how funny

Mere khayl se koi jab aisa karta hai to wo actually actually and actual mein khairan hota hai ke “Oye ae ki ho gaya, mennu kyon nahin khyal aya yeh” hehe… well koi kya sochta hai, kiski kya neeyat hai yeh Allah jane, mujhe ya humein is baat pe apna waqt waste nahin karna chahiye ke koi kis neeyat se kya kar raha hai wo muamla uska and Allah ka!!!

Jo baat mujhe afsos bouhat afsos ki lagti hai ke jab koi khud nahin kar sakta kuch, to doosron pe tankeed nahin karni chahiye, unhe housla nahin de sakte saraah nahin sakte to kam se kam unhe apne acche kisi kaam mein rokne ya lame daleelein dene ki bhi try nahin karni chahiye… Khud dhoobne ka shouq ho to doosron ko sath dhoone ka mushwara nahin diya karte

Mujhe hansi bhi aa rahi hai and afsos bhi at the same time, kyonke mera yaqeen hai ke jab Allah sath hota hain and Insan mein aitmaad hota hai, bhrosa hota hai Allah pe and apne will-power and and salaiyat pe to koi kisi ko nahin apne mission se hata sakta, sharat yeh ke wo kaam accha ho, and not done out of selfishness :)))

Jab koi kisiko koi baat hazam nahin hoti, and their mind start a fight with itself wo hazaron batein bateinge ke hey yeh aisa thodi hota hai waise thodi hota hai, yeh hona hota to waha yeh na hota, waha yeh ho jata wo ho jata etc etc, aisi baaton ke liye Allah ne do kaan diye hue hain, aik se andar doosre se out :P  Aise log hote hain jin se thoda sa faasle pe rehna apni seht ke liye accha hota hai kyonke yeh khud dhoobte hain, lekin saath le bhi dhoobte hain bilqul usi tarha ke jo parwaz kareinge unka hath thameinge to bulandiyon pe le jayienge,… Dhoobne walon ko bachay ja sakta hai, apni si poori koshish karke, lekin unke sath dhoob jana koi akalmadi to na hui…

 Allah bless us all, and give us the ability to see and support good deeds instead of pulling leg, Ameen!